Armadillo

Forgive me...

2010-01-28T09:11:00.000-08:00

Ya Allah.. berikan aku kekuatan utk menghadapi masalah ini...
I have done a lot of things that are against ur teachings but u are still in my heart, in my mind, in my soul.
Forgive me for all my sins that ive done and that im abt to do..

and to you...
forgive me...
frens are much impt...

let there be light in the things in abt to do now

wahahah..

2009-12-01T09:02:00.000-08:00

im back pple... crazier than ever

oh ya
i finally went for an x ray for my ankle... thursday getting back result
hopefully no operation needed...
eh wait last time need operation but i nvr go.. haha
scared la!!!
my leg is the most impt part of me
recovering legs=no football for a long time= mendak giler
giler an adjective that i heard alot today... went to orchard just now for IDEAS customer service shit thing
non of the shops actualli came to help us buy our things.( step beli jer padehal window shopping jer)
haha and MST is coming.... need to work extra hard
and then its the holidays!!! woohooo...
going golfing at malaysia!!!
im gonna really enjoy this holiday!!!

im hurt again....

2009-11-16T03:23:00.000-08:00

ever since sec 3 uve been bothering me... u hurt me wen im walking, running, training...
wen u attack me i would fall like an idiot...it hurts u know...
fuck u ankle...u cos me so much pain... u made me look like fool just now...
in front of my frens...

i really wanna go x ray my ankle and get it heal asap...

im so tired rite now... i wanna sleep but it would waste one day of my life...
hahha... already wasting everyday with school
i need to earn extra income... more and more...
i feel like caddying again... paiseh arh...
da lamer menghilang beh tibe2 dtg alek
i used to be rich wen i was werking thr
haha aite. thats all...

i wanna move on but i think its not the right time yet... im afraid i aint gonna be that dream guy....
i wish i have all the time in the world... den i can show u my love truely

Thanks

2009-11-15T06:30:00.000-08:00

I would like to apologize for everything i said and done... i didnt mean to hurt anyone it was juz for fun...
sometimes i do stuff before i think... just like i forget to say bismillah before i drink
choose to forgive me or not... u came to my help when i needed support
everyone has their own flaws...
u talk more i show more...
just wen im not in the mood an act like a wild boar...
guess wat i think of this in 5 minutes... yeah baby its a single digit
but pls jgn binget!!!

haha enuf already... u talk a lot

2009-11-13T09:44:00.000-08:00

u so pissed off......... wen i wanted to help u just jerk me off...
well guess what im ur uncle... i aint gonna see u hurt like a sprain ankle...
take advices from a hypocrite... whats all this shit?

ouh and to u MR I CANT STOP TALKING... u dare ditch me this sunday imma make u pay...
my mouth will stay silent... but my limbs are gonna take action...

ouh im just writing some rhyme... OMG just look at the tyme...
im sober... all shit flushed out off my blood stream...
im hyper... 4 times i have been to the gym

so now imma sleep, like a pig...
else tmr ill be too tired to dig...
for ur memorial...
of everything u said that werent real...

goodbye... u gonno die...

Hah

2009-11-11T08:57:00.000-08:00

Totally a different person when im texting u. Hopefully i'd be that person...

School= stress

Getting irritated almost always.
It was fun at first then started talking and talking an talking and talking...
Its like u have done everything in this world...
U claim people aint that good when u arent that good urself...
U talk as if u are soo soo big...
So far ive nvr seen u prove whatever u say...
Seems like ure... lying..
Every I say is true u know...
Ive got the scars and witness to prove it..
So moral of the story... get to know someone... just like that...
once u start to get closer... u know the real shit stuff about the person...

HAHA WTH IS WRONG???
Trust me homey im not playing.... out the dancefloor... off the chain.. i say
GET UP!
Im not playing i say im off the chain...

Who run it?!
haha

I wont admit it

2009-11-10T08:10:00.000-08:00

Headache, flu, cough, im sick... just wont admit it... even wen i yawn my jaw hurts haha

Im officially 52KG now... i want to gain 8KG more pls...

60kg 165cm

okla tuh...

im always hungry now...

kk... i need to learn to control the vulgarities and stop smoking den ill be a sweet2 guy... awww

haha someone said that eh... advice advice... im getting advice from a lot of my frens now...

looking at my life on a different point of view...

its quite different than wat i thought....

happy now... this headache is killing me seh...

k i want to eat... jemput makan suma!!!

PAIN!!!

2009-11-05T04:42:00.000-08:00

im in pain right now. the worst pain ever ... stung by either a bee or hornet...
it hurts and it swells and its itchy... and it hurts once again... pain!!!
can hardly move my left hand pinky...

arhh!!!! fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

wats in my mind now...

2009-11-03T09:50:00.000-08:00

hhah.. 2 post in one day.. RARE especially frm me

been listening to alot of Eminem songs..
This song especially hits me.. not the whole song just some part of the line

I've been too long on my own
everybody has their private world
where they can be all alone

im just so fucking depressed
i just cant seem to get out of this slump
if onli i could just get over this hump
but i need something to pull me out this dump

i think im starting to lose my sense of humour
everythings so stress and gloomer
i almost feel like im gonna check
the temperature of the room

in my shoes
just to see
wat its like to be me
i be u, u be me
just to see wat i'd be like

...

Stop acting like the whole is perfect.. its not... nothing is perfect... even he make mistakes... i think

stop... please... ure sad... wat abt me?
u have parents who still listen to you...
i hv parents who just give me some money then its up to myself...
i dont hv someone to look on... no role models...
at least i still hv parents...
even my brothers teach me the wrong stuffs.
do i need to know the best place to club...
do i need to know wats the best alcoholic drink thr is...
do i even need a brother who just give some advices den do noting...
spending more time with his fiancee and frens than brothers...
like wtf....
my heads gonna explode soon...
and thats the reason why im always not in class..
thats the reason why im always asleep late..
thinking of u... thinking of my family...
i wanna be a role model for my younger siblings...
i wanna be respected for something...
but i still dont have that driving force...
stop thinking that this world is made up of rainbows and angels...
everyone has a devil in their body
its either that person can tame it or not...
mine has gone uncontrollably crazy...
thrs nothing stopping it...
even now im thinking...
wats my future gonna be like...
whether its gonna be bright...
whether im gonna be happy spending time with the ones i love
or im gonna just die with a feeling of remorse
how abt being me for one day... lets just see
can u last?
luckily im good at talking crap cos thats wat made me frens...
hahs...
if u dont wanna listen.. den im am the one whos gonna listen
talk all u want
complain all that u want..

ps: if i ever see you... im gonna make sure u get hurt physically cos u hurt her emotionally...
fuck you... i still hate u for ratting me out... i was caned because of u remember???
u can hide behind ur big fat brother for all u want... just make sure i dont see ur face anymore

Done! I CAN FINALLY GET SOME SLEEP

let me love u lar...

2009-11-03T07:51:00.000-08:00

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

Listen
Your true beauty's description looks so good that it hurts
You're a dime plus ninety-nine and it's a shame
Don't even know what you're worth
Everywhere you go they stop and stare
Cause you're bad and it shows
From your head to your toes, Out of control, baby you know

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Ooh Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me....

You deserve better girl (you know you deserve better)
We should be together girl (baby)
With me and you it's whatever girl, hey!
So can we make this thing ours?

hah im updating... becos!!!.. im not going for CAD studio tmr morning... im tired! kay bad excuse.
but im gonna go for GEMS tmr... why must school starts early in the morn... why cant it start at 3.. haha

no matter wat i do.. all i think about is you....

but i dnt think im gonna do anything...
u wanna know why?!?!
compare to both ur ex-es
im twice worst as much as both of them add together... haha
im not bragging... im just regretting the thing ive done... like seriously
fuck the past... haha
the past is haunting me again.... seriously...
AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!
GO OR NOT!!!!!!

haiya...

2009-10-22T21:07:00.000-07:00

first week of school its bad... sumtin happened to one of my family members...
skipped 4 lessons.. not 4 days arh...
every day im so tired... no time to play football... not in the mood to do assignments
even going online and doing noting
this sucks truly man.
today is friday right... im supposed to be in school for Oral communications and building tech practical at 8 but i woke up at 10
thats because i slept at 3
thats because i played rockband unplugged till 3
thats because i have no other time to play games
thats because travelling back to school is long
thats because there are so much inconsiderate singaporeans
thats because the rules suck
thats because... cant say anymore else ill be fined for this post haha
im so freaking sleepy right now
n hungry
and thirsty

if anyone is reading this i would apologize as this is a dreadful post
cos ive been dreadful this past few days
my minds had been so slow...
u wanna know why?
i dont know why u think abt it alrite?
den tell me
den tell the world

the passion and the flames is ignited
u cant put it out once we light it
this is exactly wat the fuck that im talking abt wen we riot

past...

2009-10-16T12:54:00.000-07:00

wow... different person now...
i am so sori
i used to say she took drugs because of her black eyes
she was small and timid...
but look at her now...
gosh
seem like she went through extreme makeover and im the one whos regretting wateva i said about her
damn...looks like people can change
hopefully.. im going through extreme makoveer too u know!!!
aint that skinny useless dude anymore!!!

to fiq... aku mls la nk update

2009-10-15T09:12:00.000-07:00

im so lazy to update my blog laaa.... everyday is a busy day.... busy sleeping... busy playing soccer... busy gaming....

so everyday is almost the same...
done a lot of fishing too... very disappointing...
now my whole arm is damn tanned
and its freaking itchy
itchy itchy itchy
scratching scratching scratching
even now im im typing with one hand
the other hand is scratching my shoulders
and to fiq
mane aku nyer white malay???
sial!

Fun Fishing morning

2009-09-29T10:22:00.000-07:00

ok so syafiq vegas me and uncle jonnie went to bedok jetty to fish
reached thr about 2++..
it was raining but uncle jonnie kept us warm.... such a nice person...
when the rain stop syafiq had a problem and need to go home...
so it was left with me vegas n uncle jonnie...
the winds on the jetty was so cold but still uncle jonnie kept us warm....
we werent bored because of uncle jonnie...
thanks uncle jonnie for being there...
wat would we have done if uncle jonnie wasnt there
we almost caught 2 big fish but as we were pulling the fish up the jetty it released itself and gt back into the sea...
such a waste...
but we caught a dozen of small fishes
syafiq promised to come back at 7 am but he slept like a log at home
we didnt know how to return back to wdlds...
we just walked to the nearest bustop and figure out which is the best way to return
reached home den slept like a log till 10 pm
went out to chill and here i am updating my blog....
uncle jonnie is half dead and will be dead soon!

No time

2009-09-27T12:52:00.001-07:00

i have no time to update my blog so this is gonna be short and sweet...
love working at furama riverfront
2nd day suck actualli

any of my chinese frens out there... pls remember to invite me to ur wedding dinner
i wanna give the longest yam seng wen i drunk.... haaaaaaaaaa

-gonna get bloated stomach soon

Enough is enough!

2009-09-17T10:07:00.000-07:00

At first we thought u were great...
den slowly our thought changed...
however we still tried our best to put up with ur girlish behaviour...
we still tried our best to maintain this so call friendship....
we tried our best to keep to ourselves what we want to say that could hurt ur feelings..
but enough is enough.... making another friend angry is the same as making me angry...
u wont like it wen im angry
remember that day we broke fast together
i am not regrettin wat i said and i wish i have done more....
if talking to u wont change u... maybe my fist will...
we may not be friends anymore and i dont care...
i have more friends than you since u are stuck in ur perfect lil world
u thinku sooo mature... wow ure 18 ur 5 months older than me but do u realise ure still in the 1st year of polytechnic...
do u think u have gained more experience during that extra 5 months...
haaaaaaaaaaaaaa
if u know who u are and u are saying wat a loser i am
go look in the mirror and u will find a loser....
a guy/gurl who is so proud of yourself
can make fun of others but wen others make fun of u u show that shit face of yours...
and guess wat????
i found another sya already arh bitch

sucks hating injury

2009-09-11T09:18:00.000-07:00

ok lets wrap up wat has happen this week so far...
monday...
went to Np to play futsal.. got injured on my left ankle.. very bad injury...
tuesday...
went to sakura to break fast with the riverside guys... something bad happen and im not regreting it...
wednesday...
fusion training at mandai tekong park.... wow finally at mandai tekong park seh
thursday...
played street soccer at mandai tekong park... kene bedal at point blank shot... save the ball but right pinky now swollen...
almost the same size as my thumb sia!!!
friday...
pinky swollen yet still went to mandai tekong park to play street soccer... left ankle kene bedal injured lagi... saket beb...

so im thinking whether to go to fusion training tmr... running hurts so wats the use right... but i wanna play... i wanna play...
i wanna get selected to play for island wide... but how to play when im injured... any one can spare me money to go x-ray on my left ankle??? haaaaaaa
k kidding but i really wanna have my left ankle x-rayed hopefully by this month... and hopefully no operation is needed...
ankle please get well soon ( i have been saying this for the past 2 years...)
haaa still could not forget the incident two years ago...
kene slide sampai menangis siol!!!
haha pray for my healh guys!!!

AyeDeaL ape nie...

2009-09-05T10:59:00.000-07:00

Yesterday went to Sweet Escape party... kinda boring actually... like a gay club already ... 90% guys 10% ladies... and most ladies came with their BALAK and therefore it suck...

If u wanna go clubbing or party... NVR i repeat NVR bring along ur AWEK or BALAK pls!
its like stupid sia... come to enjoy but end up trying to get other guys to stop staring at her... seriously dont be dumb sia...

after the party reached home at about 7 and guess waat did i do???

i changed into my soccer kit and went for soccer training...
tot that training was gonna be tired cos havent slept but it turned out great...
MAN OF THE MATCH U KNOW
last week score this week man of the match.. who knows wats gonna happen next week...
gonna work twice as hard... need to train shooting and crossing...
highlight of the training...
going for the first ball... den i realise that its too high den i turned around and did a BICYLE KICK!!!
crazy sia 1st ball do bicycle kick
giler babi betol arh...

den we had our BBQ at nite... a get together event utk mengeratkan silaturahim antara budak tekongs and budak sengkang but i dont think that anything was achieved
as usual the tekong boys would sit and chat with the tekong boys and the sengkang boys would sit and chat with the sengkang boys... buang mase kan....
NVM lar... a last event for Mr Weijun as he is going off to serve Singapore on Tuesday... NS lar doh!

but before that i meet someone...
someone from my primary school whom i used to have a crush on...
hahahahaha kekek siol... shes soooo smart, hardworking and well manered... and im soooooo lazy, rough arh u know all the shit rite... wanted to ask for her number but was already late for the BBQ so i just smile and rush off to the bustop...( kiwak step lambat jer padehal segan!!! shh jgn blang org tau)

pompan mcm tu kao nak?! muke da mcm tayar sotong!! da gi buat kerja aku tau arini jugak siap

hah i thought of that scene wen i saw her...

skali lagi aku nampak muke ko lu mati!!! lu mati!!!

hah crite da sangkot dlm kepale otak sak
anyone wanna go to Geylang tomorow?!

SWEET ESCAPE PARTY!!!

2009-08-30T13:05:00.000-07:00

who wanna tag alongg??? free for the ladies 8 bucks for the guys..
i know its the month of ramadan but sometimes y gotta enjoy urself especially after the exams...
so if u wanna tag along send me a msg or just gimme a shoutout okay!
pls do come if u can!

Lucky Man U

2009-08-29T11:26:00.000-07:00

Arsenal lost although they were the better team. Fabulous goal by Arshavin.
The penalty was not a penalty. And Diaby's own goal was purely dumb shit...
And Arsene Wenger became crazy... da kene send off tu kluar jelah dari stadium
na step pandai lakk...

ok today's football training was bad... yes totalli bad
i didnt even get a shot on target...stupid AyeDeaL
but the 11 a side was better...
played my usual defensive midfield.. made some great but crazy stops and even scoring a goal... naseb larrrrrrrr
deflection haha...janji goal...
i want to get selected lar please... need to train shooting and crossing... AND STAMINA
nvm... will train harder than usual

now i want to play psp...
ok babies chao!
support young guns okay!

Bohsia!

2009-08-26T10:42:00.000-07:00

haaaaaa i just finished watching the show Bohsia
Malay show... best arh but i wanted a happy ending for Mus but haiyaaa why did he have to go beat the hell out of Acai...
and Amy paling kesian... kene rogol... due kali! ngan bapak dier lak tuh...
haiyaaaaaaaaaaaaa pe na jadi

aint my songs the best?
bring backk good memories hahaaaaaaaa

ishk stil 25% complete. watch me after raye arh laen beb...
but for now rileks jer arh na buat ape kan...

Friday math exam.. tmr after sahur kene blajar sampai giler... beh petang training bola
beh friday lepas sahur blajar lagi abe g solat beh g sch... biasa jugak math exam??
insyallah senang arh
kk wa mau tdo arh
wa chao lu chin chao lets go

remember... nvr trust a fart

Ouh yah new hairstyle!

2009-08-25T10:52:00.000-07:00

Oh i forget the most important thing... i cut my hair short already.. haaaaa
my mom wont allow it but who cares... it my hair not her right..
rambot panjang panas beb....

see some pictures!!!

im the one with the new hairstyle but he's the one getting the spotlight mcm siak jer...
haaaa sry dek ehk!!!!!!!

Im still fly im sky high
and i dare anybody to try and cut my wings...

Now watch me Go!
Changing 25% complete

FYI

2009-08-25T08:38:00.001-07:00

Ok for those who dont understand the way i chat rite here i am trying to explain it... mostly in malay arh

i usualli take out the letter K from most word

so tak = ta
nak = na
tape = takpe...
haaaaa= hahahahahha not haaaaaaaa as in mengeluh eh

k la i think dats it arh

haaaa i am BeDaL if u know wat i mean... if u are reading this post... i just wrote dat for fun cos i just heard that

and whoever that Chelsea is if i know who he is i am gonna slice his throat man or just cut his tongue
irritating bastard dont just talk brave... be brave... no need to say ' if u wanna know i can tell u my real name'
jus tell me ur name lar so i can just kill u....

k la haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
dats one long laughter.. best i ever had
dont worry.. i'll always be there

haa i hate to be sick

2009-08-22T09:38:00.000-07:00

When u're sick wat do u do?
Relax stay at home sleep or go out and sweat it out..
i prefer sweating it out
ha first day of fasting was dope man.. fasting wen ure sick sucks alot seriously.. u feel cold all the time although ur temperature is 39 degrees.. but i feel the achievement was great
haaa mcm betol jer

i think im gonna fail all my test...
gotta study for math
at least if i pass my math its okae rite.... haaaaa

kk dats all pretty boring my life actualli haaaa

i want to play like them... but u never gimme the chance... haaaaaaa

New job yeah!

2009-08-18T09:40:00.000-07:00

Yeah todays paper was supposed to be easy but i didnt study for it so it was hard
after the paper went to sheraton tower hotel for job interview
after that my actual plan was to go to the liibrary and study for my geomatics exam but i got a call from recruit express asking whether i could work tmr n yeah of COURSE!
so i went to recruit express and took the time chit and they explained abt tmr job
and after that i decided to join the ex-Riversideans and went for Shisha..took lots of photos had a great time and im here blogging... will upload most of the photos soon...
now im freaking tired and i have to be at IMM at 8.30 am tmr... so everyone who is reading this
have a great night or morning
and btw
u rock!
kay nonsense
goodnyte

Fed up

2009-08-13T11:55:00.000-07:00

Aku bual2 ngan kao btol kao bual2 kurang ajar...
Biler mase aku mintak korang duet sak...
Aku pernah mintak satu org jer sak duet... itu pon aku ta amek sebab dier tenga down
Ape2 aku buat salah aku mintak maaf...

Thanks bro.....
very good... have someone to control my anger
bt i still cant control his anger haha

k la anger all gone now

can blog already
how come i cant forget u?
how come u always come into my mind?
the thought of us being together is great but unlikely
so just forget... if i can forgive and forget why cant i just forget this tyme
ure rite bro.. its hard to forget hah

bedal sajer okae!

Wat to do

2009-08-10T20:38:00.000-07:00

ok guys kid cudi is currently so fed up with his life..... just becos of one gerl.... sounds stupid right??? well he is stupid.... kk more of me......
once again sleeping time has gone haywire...
4 am den i could slp
like wth man
school has already start and i need to revise cos exams coming next week..
and i cant fail i cant fail i cant fail i cant fail i cant fail i cant fail
im trying to quit smoking....
days without smoking=1

smile smile :-)

2009-08-06T12:18:00.000-07:00

smile smile people... even if u are feeling down..
why doesnt anyone understand me?
why do i have to go through everything without the help of my so called family
im starting to think that im not even part of this family
i dont even look like anyone in my family...
how come when im down it is not my family who are there to help me
how come i get into a fight with my father and i have to talk my way out by myself
how come wen my father slapped me no one wanted to help me stop him...
how come i saw my brother smirking when dat happens...
how come i feel that im gonna blow anytime soon...

im starting to get easily agitated by everything...
even seeing people staring at me...
accidentally hitting me
.....
just wish i could take out a knife and kill everyone
haizz...
why isnt there anyone for me?

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
f it up
hold up
wait
look up in the sky
its a bird
its a plane
no its me
cos im fly!!!

Why me?!?!?

2009-08-06T11:49:00.000-07:00

I am sick and tired of everything that has happen to me... first injured my left fist den injured my right pinky....

NOW MY WHOLE LEFT TOE NAIL IS GONE!!!
GONE YES COMPLETELY GONE!!!!
IT LOOK FREAKING DISGUSTING AND IT HURTS!!!

and i have futsal tournament tomorrow
kesian kan......
pls go to www.otaifm.webs.com every night
sometimes i'll be the dj of that radio station
DJ AYEDEAL BEST TAU!!!
ta mo maen2
haha
i really need to hide myself from the world right now
be in a place whr i can just be myself....

Guess wat its August!!

2009-08-03T08:23:00.000-07:00

Its August now... 6 more months to me birthday... 18 18 18 i cant wait for that number to be part of my life...
Already start saving up for my motorcycle license
hopefully by 2nd year can ride bike already... motor kat workshop da takkan berabok lagi!!!

haha... next week last week then term test den semester exam
siao havent been listening during structural mechanics
but no more ONOW and hopefully next week no more CRS den Tuesday and Wednesday could be used for studying math and structural mechanics
ouh yah CAD studio has been stressful
like shit man
adding material to the drawing and making a video of the bridge is going to be fun but crazy
i'll be adding the picture of my bridge soon and pls rate!!!

i know it suck...

kk gudbye gonna do CRS discussion cafe for tmr

currently listening to---> Space Cowboy- Falling down
very good song

I'll knock you down siak

2009-07-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

To you're a dick:

if im a dick... wat are u?
letak larh name btol...
kao nie...
nk kacao org tkde standard sak
mcm budak YP...

Haiya...k la i just want to update my blog arh so people hapy2!
ade org tu ade mataer tknk blang sape2
yelah kite mane gerek lagi...
kite kan sape...
hax... tk heran la...
people! go to www.otaifm.webs.com la pls
especially sesiape pompan yg bace nie....
hax
best giler
dj best2
lagu best2
nk request lagu just ask me ehk...
tkmo malu2
tkmo tk tau malu pulak...

K la my right hand pinky bengkak pulak... 2 days before competition lak tu...
mcm sundal
suke nah eh injured kan aku...
PLS COME NP FUTSAL COURT AND SEE MY TEAM CoNQUER TeAM LAEN..
cheh mcm betol jer hax
harap2 Faaez nyer demam baek... Ihsan nyer blister okae.. WeiJun nyer pinggang da tk bengkak

K la people
good morning
Currently listening to: DRAKE--->best i ever had...

Added injury

2009-07-21T09:41:00.000-07:00

finger already in pain now my ankle's old injury is doing its part
injury injury injury
i hate it
lucky theres such thing as painkiller
haha
else i'll be shouting every moment
i tot the maths test was last week
however the teacher postponed it to this week
and i did not study for it
how the hell am i supposed to study in pain?
physical, mental, emotional pain
my mind is in distortion this few days
so many projects to be done
so many report
so many studying needs catching up
and no one to help me
lets do it

Anyone free next monday morning??

2009-07-14T10:56:00.000-07:00

Fuck im really going to a doctor to have my finger X-rayed.
Cant grip a dumbbell with my left hand
cant do a proper push up
cant do a pull up without going through pain
cant crack my fingers.
even typing using my left hand hurts.
sucks.
im going to sleep its 2 am tmr got lesson at 10 good morning

Ahh shit

2009-07-14T09:15:00.000-07:00

So here's the deal... i havent been going to maths lesson for two weeks
And theres a test tomorrow
I hate it man
I tot maths would be over after o lvl
But nooo
There is maths in everything
Suckss man
Maths is okae
But physics sucks more
not normal physics
Structural mechanics
Learning every single thing about forces
every thing forces
forces forces forces
they force me to learn forces
haha
just now went to the construction site visit
everywhere safety
safety safety safety
ahh i feel like my energy has been drained out of me...
I SLEPT WHILE WATCHING PRISON BREAK
no worries
can watch online haha
good morning peeeps
peeps peeps peeps

HAHA memories

2009-07-13T09:02:00.000-07:00

I remembered playing soccer during sec 3 at Woodlands primary Street Soccer court with some primary school students. One of them was better than me... ( i just suck)
And now a few years later after AYG u saw that guy representing Singapore and even scoring a goal against Iran.. And u just cant believe that u played soccer with him before...
Yes haha Hanafi Akbar is my fren.. kae la tkya bangge per
haha idiot
watch his video Singapore vs Iran

Isnt he just good nice goal btw
Singapore keeper just stupid and i know him too...
Cheh nilah budak2 Tekong Park!!!

Im back

2009-07-06T09:10:00.000-07:00

Notin else to do so im just updating my blog

Ok life has been a blast.. made new frens from RP n NP but still not my school... haha
i donno why but SP students are not that frenly
And now the NP futsal captain already know that im from SP...
But im still coming for the training cos Im that damn good...
Playing keeper onli ah not anything else haha

So holidays are over( well a week already)
And im glad..
Holiday suck so much that i think i can die from it
To just sit at home doing nothing seriously sucks

Sleeping tyme has been totaly altered since the holidays
Frm 1+ to 2+ and now 4+ den i get tired

Ouh and my pool skills increased since im like playing pool at least 2 times a week

And some advice to some of u thinking of joining SP
Do not spend too much tyme with ur secondary school frens
U;ll get sick and tired of their attitude... ( sori eh)
And donot think SP is fun.. Np is way better...
looks like i made the wrong choice haha
NVM i will make the rest of my life in SP fun and when i graduate...
Adios school and hello NS haha...
Ouh ya I rock haha

Cmon finger get better

2009-06-19T10:22:00.000-07:00

Injured my finger while doing stupid stuffs.
Now i cant grip things using my left.
It hurts...
Been a week already but still hurts
Doctor says about a month den fully recovered
Now my finger cant touch the back of my palm.......
Sad
Dats my specialty
haha

Anyone can recomend good songs to me...??
Anything good will do.
Any genre
Anything
As long as not the song ' iwantnobody nobody but u'
I hate that song
sucks
its 1.30 am
i need sleep
but just cant
Tuesday playing golf at Desaru
Non handicapper tournament
Cant go to the outing.. wishing it was held on Monday but noooooo

GOODMORNING!
veri good!
why u know!

Anyone want to go karaoke anytime???

2009-06-06T01:09:00.000-07:00

Anyone wants to go Karaoke..
Borin ah
Anyting msg me

long time

2009-05-31T08:52:00.000-07:00

Havent blogged for a long time already..
Have been busy with school
Well CCA mainly
Monday went rockclimbing
Tuesday went rockclimbing
Wednesday went Futsal
Thursday rest
Friday went golf

Yes finally golf has started and currently im disappointed with myself
Barely hit a good shot
and that guy!!
fucking good
duhh his handicap is 12
mine is.... i still havent got my handicap
hopefully by this year i will get my handicap
Having structural mechanics test tomorrow
Den tuesday having basic maths and geomatics test
and on friday having CAD studio test
I onli care about structural mechanics and basic maths cos i havent been attending lessons..
This is wat u get for joining polytechnic
happy all the way
so yeah im like studying for structural mechanics now
so hopefully i will pass at least
haha
lol

Tired...

2009-05-20T08:38:00.000-07:00

its just midweek and im soo tired...
Just now i went to NP to train with their futsal team.. haha
im gonna be there for a long time until they find out im actualli from SP haha
going on hiatus mood soon...
No time to blog already...
Yay next week start golf. Im loving it.
Seriously.. $120 finish in 3 days... WTF
Even i dont know wat i bought with it
haha.. next week die ah no money to school
this weekend cnt werk due to Rockclimbing camp
Tired la seh!!!

1st day CCA

2009-05-11T09:08:00.000-07:00

Im loving my CCA.. Rockclimbing beb
Damn syiok...
Climbed the rookie wall easily...
Took 2 tries to climb the advance wall...
Hopefully by next year I could climb the expert wall..(macam paham)
Made new senior frends... That guy who looked like Akid his name is Faris( if i recall)
And the other guy looked like Vegas(Khairul) little brother seh...
And that girl... Climbed up and down 3 times on the rookie wall than 1 time on the advance wall
And she barely struggle to climb the advance wall
Rockclimbing briefing this Wednesday 3pm
There is going to be a camp for Rockclimbing
Cnfm syiok

KK thats all
Ill update again once Golf and Fishing starts...
Yes I join 3 CCA

Currently listening to:
The Toxic Avenger-Bad girls need love too

The higher i am on a wall the closer i feel to you...GOD

GOOD NEWS

2009-05-09T10:40:00.000-07:00

GOOD NEWS PEOPLE

My brother is finally getting engaged. My 2nd brother not 1st.
Finally he is having a decent relationship.But he is not getting married until 2 years.
So by the time he get married he will be 26 and i will be 19
Cepatnyer da besar... BUT I STILL CALL HIM ADEK(little brother) HAHAHAHAH
Wanna know why? Cos he is shorter than me and my family always call him adek.
KK dats all
I just want u all to know that im so happy.

Lollipop

2009-05-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

Lollipop @ Zouk was so damn fun... Wat makes it better was wen me and Vegas met up with syaFIQ and his crew...
They are a damn blardy fun of guys to be with.

Met Zaidi at there. Didnt thought that he was goin to be there. (FYI Zaidi is a fren of mine from werk)

So Zaidi was like dancing like hell on a platform and I joined him and did my thing.
My thing= ELECTRO
Electro with hip hop songs dont match but I dnt care.
Didnt realise SYAfiq Yazid saw me...
Den met that guy who looked like Akid but more muscular. He's like hey amacam? Den dance
HAHA and I dnt quite know him. He is the guy who asked me to join rockclimbing thats all

Peace Out Yaw
Im Still Fly Im Sky High
No haters Onli lovers

The 4 that will change my life

2009-05-05T06:20:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow having soccer trial...
Im having mix feelings whether to go or not..
I want to focus on golf yet some part of my mind says go for it...
I have set my goals for tomorrows trial...
To score 4 goals.... yes 4 goals
An unusual and quite impossible number to obtain...
I will try my best...
Not that i want to brag that im good or anything...
I needed something to encourage me to be better
And I WILL score 4...
All hail Arshavin....

I will update more tmr about todays science center trip and school so far
Now I just wanna focus

How the hell am i supposed to focus with u always in my mind???

Warning!!

2009-04-26T10:00:00.000-07:00

To read this post u must be 18 and above...

Went out with ma bro...
Best per...
I donno how many bottles of Tiger i drank...
At least ten ah...
Tapi da biase kan so tk rase pape ah(fake)
Naek motor lagi skit kene langgar ngn kereta babe...
Yes i do own a bike... abangku kasi ku
125z jer tk mahal
Bawak tkde lesen... Mabok pulak... Giler per
Kene screen ngn TP mati sak
Hmwk blom buat... Bodoh nyer abang
Eh pening ah kepale
Nk tdo...zzz

Injured

2009-04-26T07:54:00.000-07:00

Today we had a match against my classmate's team...
Wen i said we i mean (ME,Vegas,Yazid,Farid,Zul,Is,Hisham,Nabil,Irfan,Amir,Haziq and Afiq)
Kecian Afiq tk dpt maen...
We won 2-1... well we played onli one half as the field will be used for training...
I played as the goalie man.... I realised that the goalpost at school is way bigger than at the field
The opponent scored 1st... nasib babe... aku kene fake...
Then Irfan scored.... nasib babe...keeper bodoh...
Then Vegas scored... okla tk nasib..... then he shouted ''AMEK KAO!!!!!'' damn f***ing loud
Happila konon...
End of the day everyone was happy except me... I was knee at my backk...
Still hurts
Tulah step hero lagi...

And to Mr Syazwan.... OH Go to East Coast Park wiith ur baby can... ask to play soccer say u sick
Go and die with ur baby ah
Everyone damn u already...
Besarkan nonok lupekan members...

Wah tmr school starts at 12 and ends at 6... 6!!!!
boring la sey
Tuesday not going school
I wanna WORK
Havent Work for 2 weeks already....
No more money..............
Ok dats all folks...........

LOOK!!!

NP freshman party

2009-04-24T10:05:00.000-07:00

WOW
Ngee Ann polytechnic freshman party was a blast.
Bodoh nyer Farid ngn Syafiq Masod tk g.
But it wasnt as good as the SP freshman party
1st is because security is damn tight.. need to show ID card and ticket den can go in
2nd is because there is no moshing haha... i want to see Vegas's flying knee again
3rd is because there is not a lot of Malays(not that im racist or anything)
The good thing abt NP party is because it is from 7-11 SP was 5-9
And the songs are better... well some of them but everytime there is electro music the Chinese wanted a different song... Everytime hip hop borin la sey...
The ending was fun... We grinded.... Happy man...

OTW home 2 chinese girls approached me and Vegas and started asking alot of question...
Everything we told them was a lie...
We told them that we are 18+ going clubbing etc...
Overall:NP party 6/10(not alot of electro danseur)
SP party 8/10 (songs were all hip hop)

The gerl I grinded i give a 9/10(minus 1 point for the smell... smells like maggi curry)

Be prepared for SMDB Singapore

Another day

2009-04-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

OK two days of school, two days of jogging
Stamina building up again YAY
I was tired just now yet i forced myself to jog..
After jogging did my usual warm down.. I call it a warm down
50 push up, 50 sit up, 10 pull ups 50 squats
HAHA
Stupid warm down yeh
Tomorrow for the first time im starting school at 10
And tmr morning i wanna watch Arsenal vs Liverpool
Still thinking whether to watch or not. So f---ing tired
just now at school i saw the dragonboat training
Cool ah but my lecturers told us not to join dragonboat cos a lot of training and studies will be neglected
Loving geomatics class currently... great lecturer and great classroom...

Question of the day:
WHY DO PPLE DESPISE GAYS??? (my hmwk la not that i support)

I Tried But I Cant....

1st day of school

2009-04-20T06:43:00.000-07:00

I have always dreaded the first day of school...
But not this time... wah my class so fun....
Gt Ns man, Germany girl, Emo guy, Poser guy HAHA

Funny accent from my personal tutor...
She kept on saying MACstation although its Micro Station...
Wah 1st day i learnt about force already...
I shld not have dropped my A. Maths bcos my classmate who took A. Maths onli have 2 HRS of school on Wednesday
Good right.....

Other than that its a perfect day at school

I kept saying to myself that I've forgotten about you although I havent. I think of u every single miserable day..

Freshman Party

2009-04-17T20:46:00.000-07:00

Freshman Party was a blast. Shld have invited more people...
Vegas frm NP was there... So is Afiq... and both of them are not from SP
We mosh... But we didnt dance....Cause we are the dance.....

YAY 2 more days to the actual school to start...
Monday 12-18
Tuesday 12-16
Wednesday 10-15
Thursday 8-15.30
Friday 12-14

HAHA

I'll will never forget

2009-04-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

When this love...
still belong to u...
I popped a question....
How long shld i wait for u....

Exciting orientation...
Yeah... Got new frens...
Gt a personal tutor who has a China assent
keep on disturbing her

Wow tomorrow the whole class not goin to the Outing...
Good u know....
All plan to not go...
Then Thursday have Flag Day.
After Flag Day is the Freshman Orientation Party...WOOOHOOO
Ah tmr need to go werk....No more money.....
Pls cry.... R.I.P someone....

Stars in heaven

2009-04-14T06:24:00.000-07:00

I feel proud when I fly with my memories
Cause the sky will catch me as I fall
And if everything is created only for me to feel it
how empty my life would be

I'm exhausted searching for a heart to share with and to accompany
though its meaningless
And if everything is created only for me to feel it
how empty my life would be

Like the stars in heaven and all its colours
The eternal love and the shining light
Oh stars in heaven, they tell a story
The eternal love and the shining light

Happy Birthday Acap

2009-04-11T10:44:00.000-07:00

First i would like to wish my fren and fellow caddy Acap a happy 18th birthday
(bile aku nyer turn???)

Went to Fico sports hub to play football. Fun like hell.. Damn I suck at football already...
Nvr score a single goal... Cant believe Acap, Toyol n Zaidi very close

Bought Birthday cake for him. Swensens Ice-cream cake...
Guess wat we eat with???
Using any card we can find... haha... Driving range card, cashcard, 77th street card...
Swensen never give any knife......
Seriously very fun... indescribable
After that eat at the Kopitiam nearby...
Den went home by cab...
Played L4D
Dimas merajok
I became mad because he shot me till im incapitated. Ok enuf of child stuff...
I broke a chinese guy hand while playing football... Too bad the police cant do anything
Cos we are playing football...
Huuhhuuu....
KK byebye Tmr need to prepare to die!!! fake...

Taylormade burner

2009-04-10T12:45:00.000-07:00

The Taylormade burner...devastating but quite cheap... I will have this by June
Whole set of Taylormade burner cost $1500++ but i will just buy the driver and the rescue wood...
hopefully that will help me in my game...
At least there is something that will keep my mind off u...

Lucky me

2009-04-09T05:49:00.000-07:00

Today and yesterday was the best... Yesterday i worked morning...todae i work afternoon...
I got 2 good Korean golfer yesterdae. The guy played not so well for a zero handicapper...
his wife is worst....I think i play better than her...heehee
But he is sociable... Great to talk to him... Huuhuu I want to be like him...

And today... Gt 2 Singaporean golfers...
The best Singaporean golfers so far... hahaa
Seriously... Its not just because they gave me $50 as tips but they are so fun...
I didnt feel like werking just now... i felt as if i was hanging out with new frens
Talk talk talk all the way... and he's like: aidil aidil come see this... where to hit??? u better than me seh... he is not like other golfers
calling caddy caddy caddy. Hey GOLFERS OUT THERE WE CADDIES HAVE A NAME OKAE!!!
And to me now being a caddy is not about the money... Its a hobby...
YAY Saturday play football at Fico with the rest of the caddies... WOOOHOOO

YAY orientation is next week...
I cant wait... actualli i cant wait for the CCA to start...
Im joining golf and maybe soccer...
I onli want to play as goalkeeper. Lazy to run many2...
If never get soccer i want to join Muay Thai( for self defence onli)
Yet Golf is my no.1 priority...
Must get handicap by end of this year

A good fren once told me

2009-04-08T05:04:00.001-07:00

Those who act good are actualli bad
Those who act bad are actualli good

Well that was wat i decipher frm his quote.

Damn my leg still smells although i already washed it like 3 times.(random)

Lost my specs damn (random)

At least i have never done anything that would ruin the name of my family...

Sedarla diri ckit... Buat ape lawa kalao dipandang org sebagai pompan tkde maruah...

Saket hati aku tau... Nk yg terbaik tapi diri sendiri tk begitu baek...

I'd rather die being stab than die by food poisoning..Rojak case(random again)

Sejahat-jahat aku, aku tk pernah buat sesuatu yg akan memalukan name aku

dan kepada Mr VeGaS. Mmg senang utk menyuruhku melupakan dia. tapi susah utk melakukannya...(betol?betol?betol?)

I'll look to the future... Im gonna be a golfer...
While werking in the construction sector...
I'll make HDB flats. Watever the job given to me
I'll buy a BMW and a Kawasaki Ninja
I'll make sure my little sister wont turn into u

Gdbye Golfing tmr morning...

Iskk

2009-04-07T07:29:00.000-07:00

Nk org yg tk hisap rokok konon...
All the things i did cant even matchup with the things u did with him...
Step baek konon...
Damn...
No voice how to work tomorrow???

Caught 1 of the five fish onli... the rest some uncle give me ahahaha...hey at least i caught 1

Syafiq Masod caught 3 fish... and he did not even use a fishing rod
yazid caught 1... Vegas no luck....sry

The world is round
Our sins are round
It will come backk to haunt us...
Sorry Jun Da for breaking ur teeth...
Someone will break my teeth one day...
U will get ur revenge

I dont care!!!

Very shitty day

2009-04-05T10:16:00.000-07:00

Today i had the worst day so far in 2009
1st: I wanted to come werk in the morning, so i could werk morning and afternoon...but i slept at 4 cos i cant sleep....so my supervisor called me at 9am saying thrs not enuuf caddies... woke up,shower and off to werkk...
2nd: I forgot today was the Mercedes Benz open....Shit not in the mood to werk
3rd: Got my golfer's beg... Some experience caddy said to me.... "die ah u get this golfer....mouth very noisy" supposed to tee off at 12.49pm
4th:Rain start to pour....lightning alarm sounded.... course suspended....before the actual tee off time
5th:Announcement:The Mercedes Benz open will be postponed until further notice.... caddies are supposed to return golfers bags to their respective places...Waaa sort aje....
6th:Announcement:Muhd Aidil please report to the caddy master....reached the caddy master....given two bags..... WTF the time already 2.30pm. u expect me to werk till wat time 7???
7th:Got the worst golfer ever known to all Jurong country club caddies.... the golfer in the Red hot Ferrari....AWAT....I wreck ur f-ing car then u know....
8th:Rain starts to fall....course NOT suspended cos no lightning....werk in the f-ing rain
9th:Ended work at 7.30pm. Got $26 tips onli....
10th:Cant sleep again thinking of someone....WAAHAHAHA....

Tmr going to Sembawang Park to fish with Vegas Yazid and Syafiq....
wanted to ride but my brother using the bicycle to go school....
Wanted to use the bike but my brother started working again
ahhh

Ok Caddy

2009-04-04T09:36:00.000-07:00

I am gonna try to remember all the names of my fellow caddy

Cik Hasyim Zul Sok Bun Zaidi Toyol Acap Afiq Taufiq Hairul Zizi Sofian

Abg Pian Abg Am Abg Awal Abg Nadek Abg Lan Abg Storm Ayah Mogan

Wak DolKapri Wak Jo Wak Zainal Fatimah Shidah Cik Hassan Basyar Fairuz

Abah Wak Arep Abg Rasyid Cik Rahman Cik Rahmat Jepon Adhar Wak Abu Wahab

Wak Zaiton Cik Imran Jamaludin Syafiq Faris Kak Juli Abg Wan Abg Saleh

Cik Jaini Cik Lasyim Hadilan Abg Sam Abg Sudirman

Theres a lot more but i forgett....hahahah already crack my brain to remember all of these....
All of them gerek babe hahaah....

Just now went to CWP... Almost caught littering by NEA.... Luckily they give chance Thank You Very Much.... If not.... Fined $300 huuhuu.....
KK bye.... TMR going werk morn... neeed to wake up 5 am now already 1 am

Run don't walk

2009-04-03T11:24:00.000-07:00

i dont know why this songs makes me happi
maybe because is abt me wahahaha

I am restless, and I keep trembling
Everyone watch me as I descend
Into a feeling that's overwhelming me
I finally stopped, stopped making sense

I can't stop talking to myself, I'm a desperate cry for help

Run don't walk the sky is falling through
Don't talk, tonight I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you
I don't care where we are, or where were heading to
But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you, with you

Your mouth keeps moving
But I've lost focus now
Clock keeps ticking, times running out
Where were heading there's no heading back
Tripping, ugly, I'm losing ground

I can't stop talking to myself, I'm a desperate cry for help

Run don't walk the sky is falling through
Don't talk, tonight I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you
I don't care where we are, or where were heading to
But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you, with you

For the record, when I'm with you
Things are looking better
For once everything is brighter
Than the darkness before you

Run don't walk the sky is falling through
Don't talk, tonight I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you

Run don't walk the sky is falling through
Don't talk, tonight I'm so confused
I'm lost, I'm lost with you
I don't care where we are, or where were heading to
But I know I'm lost, I'm lost with you

Sentosa

2009-04-03T09:38:00.001-07:00

Gerek la seh.....
Abang Alif: Kt rumah aku abang kao...
Kao nk buat ape kt luar kao buat
Jgn kasi mak kao tahu sudah
Me: Mak aku mak kao jugak
Abang Alif: .....

WOOHOO HAPPY GILER

Happy tu happy... I regret doing the things I do but I still do it?? Why??? WTF is wrong with me??? Before I get sick and die help Me someone....
kiwek.. minom depan abang... hisap rokok depan abang.. tkde respect ke aku nie...
ape nk jadik sak

YAY SENTOSA

2009-04-02T10:03:00.001-07:00

OK heres another picture of Cassadee Pope of Hey Monday...

Ok today werk not that bad... Got 2 golfers from Norway... They havent played for more than 6 months so they kinda suck for a 16 handicapper... However thanks to ME they manage to get some par and a few birdie chance... Im supposed to get $30 tips but one of the golfer really liked me so he gave me extra $10...
So $40 tips and $32 caddy fee equals to $72... Not Bad... Onli 5 hours of werking
Aft werk bought cigarettes $10 Top up $10 onli left $52

No worry tmr my brother is goin to pay every expenses....
Go Sentosa...

Damn i wish Muslim can do tattoo
i really want one( 2 actualli)
ahh fuck it...

Abg Bob: Asl Dil nk buat tattoo sangat??
Me: Mcm style ahh... Aidil bukan gangster.. ni utk fesyen jek
Abg Bob: Abg sendiri nk buang tattoo abg nie..
Me: *silence*
Abg Bob: Asl diam?
Me: Tkde...

Ahh I realli need to get my mind off this tattoo thing... Help me someone!!!

Gonna be a bz week

2009-04-01T08:19:00.000-07:00

Ok lets make a schedule
2 April-----Thursday
Work like hell morn and night shift
3 April-----Friday
Go Sentosa with my brothers and gang
4 April----Saturday
Work like hell night shift
5 April-----Sunday
Work Afternoon shift and sleep like hell
6 April-----Monday
Either going fishing or golfing
7 April-----Tuesday
Rest ah...
8 April-----Wednesday
Work like hell Afternoon or nite shift
9 April-----Thursday
Work like hell Night shif
10 April-----Friday
Work like hell (YAY Afiq can werk again)
11 April-----Saturday
Either work or go Town
12 April-----Sunday
Either Town or sleep at home
13 April-----Monday
I THINK I GT SCHOOL(Donno leh)

Ill stop here. HAHA

Aprils fools WAHAHAHAH

2009-04-01T06:55:00.000-07:00

So guess wat... I've been pranked...by Syafiq
Nabil/Khairul/Yazid/Afiq been ultimately prank by Me/ Syafiq Masod
The most ultimate prank of all...
Because of the prank Nabil was fined by Traffic Police WAHAHAHAH
U wanna know abt the prank just read Syafiq Masod's blog.. Lazy to type long2
So Nabil/Khairul/Yazid wanted revenge saying that they are gonna prank Syafiq
Nabil told Syafiq that because of of the prank Khairul and Yazid had a fight.
Syafiq believe them and he's like IM SO SORI GUYS...
WAHAHAHA
Nilah budak2 tkde kerja laen nk buat WAHAHAHA
Now U know how it feels to be prank WAHAHAHAH

Just bored

2009-03-31T05:55:00.000-07:00

So most people adores Hayley Williams from Paramore
but i adore Cassadee Pope from Hey Monday better

Cute aint she...haha... love her hair and tattoos

Fuyyooo Fuyyooo

2009-03-30T19:30:00.000-07:00

Ok so Sunday came back frm Malaysia..yeah like finally... got bitten by mosquitoes alot...
So went home as usual played games went jogging and at night went online with the usual
Khairul, Syafiq Masod and me.. We played L4D as usual(da mendak siollll) den we decided
to watched the same movie online....Gran Torino thats the movie we were going to watch..
the time is already 2a.m me and Vegas were supposed to meet at 7.15 that morn..
so i watched Gran Torino till my father's alarm clock went off
DAMN theres still 15 min left. (lagi2 ending dier)
So quickly shut down my lappy and went into the toilet.. came out of the toilet my dad ask me
Asl tk tdo nie( why arent u asleep)
Saket perot ah...Tros masok bilik tdo
So the time is 4.30 and once again i have to meet Nabil, Vegas and Yazid at 7.15(2hours of sleep onli sehh) mcm nk paitao diorang jer...fake
So Vegas came 1st, im 2nd Nabil 3rd Yazid last
So we went to Jurong Country Club
Sampai aje nampak MatRep punyelah Bnyk
Thr was like 100 over applicants and almost all of them was matrep...(ade nk step jer)
Its like everbody is staring at anybody
So ever applicant went for the lecture
So i went to the driving range
quite dissapointing..
aft that cik Hassan wanted to go play at the executive course...
so me and Sopian went there.
I scored a bogey at the 1st hole and the rest was fucked up
we played 3 round of golf
the third round Cik Imbran joined us and we played betting
losing team have to buy drinks thats all
we finished the 4th hole and my team lost...huuhuu
so last hole we played individual
winner gets a dollar frm losers
and i won
wahahahaha
the 1st two shots suck but the third shot went on the green
2 putts and i get a bogey
Cik Hassan also got a bogey but he gave me 1 stroke so i win
YAY i got 3$
so the course ended at 4.30
went home aft that
i thought that nite we wanted to played l4d
but i slept like a log and woke up on tues day
I SLEPT MORE THAN 12 HOURS HAHAHAHAH
SRY FOR THE LONG POST HAHAHAAH

Thank you Sir

2009-03-29T10:18:00.000-07:00

Ok fun week. Did not werk at all... too lazy man...
Tml going to my werk place with Vegas, Nabil and Yazid...
Finally theres someone to go werk with... Well that is if they could last long
I can see Nabil and Vegas working for quite a while but Yazid... dnt think so..(sory bro)
Ouh yah maybe Nabil not that long cause he's staying at Ang Mo Kio and the werkplace is Jurong
thats far...

Ok so to the main point of this blog

was chatting with Mamba(fake name has been used to protect identity)

Mamba:tpi klau aku teros terang ngan kau dil
pompan tu susah nk handle
not woth ur time and money
Me: Biar ah tgk dier bole handle aku tk

Mamba: Seriously.. not worth ur time... lagi da kene

Me: PSL TU DIAM

HaHAH

Mamba: Sry ah Sir

HAHAHa

I dont give a fuck abt wat happen to u in the past... Lets create a future together...aiiinnngg aku fake... haha

Im sooo proud....

2009-03-24T01:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae was funn... went fishing with Vegas and Im the onli one who caught fish...haha. Vegas caught a crab using his fishing rod... cool right
So i went fishing frm 2 to 9 den i remembered that i was supposed to go to the driving range...
So I rushed home changed my clothes and went out...(i did not shower man)
At the driving range I took the pitching wedge(PW) and start hitting. My PW can go 90 meters. WOW. then I took my 7 iron and hit about 120 meters. 5 iron can go 140-150. Its like WOW...haha
So lastly the Driver. I used to hate driving because I CANT HIT THE BALL..
But yesterdae was different... I hit soo many good shots... It went about 150-180 meters..
My grandfather was shocked.. I can hit better than him already... Well he i s old... Cant wait for school to start... i'll join golf and improve my game.. hopefully i'll be handicap 26 by this year.. then the money will start to roll in.. haha..joking..

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!

Me and my uncle(seriously my uncle)

2009-03-20T03:33:00.000-07:00

Cute kan... He's Australian/Malay
Its a hot day so I tried opening my eyes

Sick...

2009-03-16T08:21:00.000-07:00

Im sick...
But need to werk tml.Why?
Because im onli left with $7 haha
Thursday gt outing... Fridae hopefully go out with her..

Yesterdae morn was fun...
Played paintball with the caddy guys..
And while we are having fun... There wasnt enough caddies back at Jurong Country Club because there was a competition held.. Poor Anjang called me five times... Sorie :p
Highlight of the paintball game... Fadly (alias Abah)is suffering frm hangover and was damn funni.
Everyone was like hiding behind the bunkers.. but he just stood up and fire while walking towards the flag(we are supposed to capture the flag) JUST LIKE TERMINATOR
My team won once and lost once... The 1st game was shit.. We forget about our mission and kept firing onli.. yeah we were idiots.

How come everytime i ask u if u're free u would not reply me anymore??? What do u think I am? A piece of shit?

Hahaha

2009-03-14T07:13:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the best...
I was beaten up by my dad. WHY?
Because i didnt go to SP to hand in my Mendaki form... thats all...
Cool right!!!
I dont care....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGOq7ZCj8c8

I suck

NOOO!!!

2009-03-11T11:42:00.000-07:00

Guess what??
Spoke is currently injured.
That means no SMDB for this month
SMDB stands for Still Move a Dance is Born
I'll be posting my 1st electro dance/ milky way video on youtube. Please watch, rate and comment

Jyeah

2009-03-10T11:29:00.000-07:00

I finally got the song We Dont dance, We Are The Dance and Log it into my handphone. Now I can dance everywhere wahahahaha
Later I'll be going to SP for the enrollment.
The laptop im gonna pay by installment. Pink Fujitsu laptop...
Then I'll buy a pink bag and a pink Nike shoe.
We are living in a metro sexual world so notin is wrong rite?

Sunday showdown

2009-03-09T06:20:00.000-07:00

Yesterdae sux.
My mom and dad had another quarrel
This time it was jus because of small matter
I was cleaning my filthy room with my lil brother and 3rd brother while my parents are preparing to go to a kenduri(i dont know wats that in english sorry)
So heres how it goes...
Father:(to my mom) Kao tk tau malu ker pakai baju mcm gitu. Kao nk ape?
Kasi laki sume tgk kao?
Mother:Eh aku nyer pasal ah aku nk pakai ape....(quietly)
Father:Ape kao ckp?! Kao jangan kurang ajar ngan aku tau.Skarang da tue baru nk pakai baju mcm gini. Dulu asl tk nk pakai?!?!
Mommy:Dulu mane ade baju macam gini sume?
Father:Kao tkmo mepek!! Dulu kao slalu pakai baju kurong. Aku tau kao ade jantan laen kn
Mommy:Eh yang kao nk jealous apesal? Senang ckp kao cerai ngan aku skarang jugak ah
Father:(silence)

Diorang pon tk jadi nk gi kenduri. I went into my parents room and ask my mom whether my dad hurt her. I would do domething bad to him If he did hurt my mom. Fed up i my and my brother went out to play badminton with his frens.

This happen occasionally. I hate it. If they were to divorce. I wouldn't want to stay with either of them. I'll just go to my grandparents house or my uncles. At least I think i can handle it on my own...

I need something or someone to keep my mind of these things. Please be the one to do it. I beg of you.

What ive been up to...

2009-03-08T08:48:00.003-07:00

FAVOURITE SONG

My Idol

Best dance choreography ever

What ive been up to...

2009-03-08T08:48:00.001-07:00

Changes since school ended...

2009-03-07T11:01:00.000-08:00

Lets see.... I have more friends.... About 30 more... aged between 15-60 haha
seriously...
Learnt new stuff... still perfecting my moonwalk woohoo!!!
My 5 iron can go 140 metres already!!! huge improvement
I use to hit 100 meters with it but no its 140 meters...
I lost my six pacs...onli left with four pacs below the chest and slightly fat tummy haha...
I learnt that not all people from jail is bad...
Some just happen to be in jail because they have a shit life...
I found a new sport... FISHING
I suck at football now.
I lost 1 kg... OMG im getting thinner!!!
I can do 10 pull ups now!!!
Im starting to get closer to my schoolmates although school's over...
IM 17!!!!!
Im 163cm!!! damn im short
I started to blog a lot... seriously
I finished watching full metal panic....
I started watching House...
I usualli sleep at 3~4
I can barely run 1km without stopping...
I quit drinking...
I quit playing 4d...
(all for you)
Theres more but theres still a tomorrow(actualli i cant think of anymore right now)

Lastly i fell in love...

RSalumni Malay community outing

2009-03-06T08:52:00.001-08:00

Batam

2009-03-06T08:15:00.001-08:00

Jammin at the hotel with me cuzz
ME N MOM

I know its been a month since a I came back from Batam but here are some pics i took there...

The best in the world of eletro dance/ milky way

Maybe next year???

2009-03-06T06:01:00.000-08:00

U know.. it always sucks to be me.

Guess wat... I gt 1 month to save $2000+

Yah all myself.

Sometimes i wish i wasnt even born..

But thank god i was born..

Or else i wont get to meet her...

Gotta work tmr im left with $20 onli haha

Walaupun cinta itu sesuatu beban.. aku sanggup memikul beban itu betapa beratnya
Ku tau jika ku mati.. ku kan mati dalam gembira

What are we supposed to do?

2009-03-05T09:04:00.000-08:00

Paintball next Sunday cant wait!!!
Med kit all prepared..
OMG i forgot that next Wednesday is my enrolment
hahah
Dont care

Now I owe Afiq $35, my brother $10, Irfan $120 haha

Im learning to moonwalk now.

Oh Brother where are you???

2009-03-04T10:26:00.001-08:00

Dear Godbrother
Where are u?
Where are u staying now?
What are u doing now?
I hope u at least have a place to stay.
I'll try to change my father's heart or at least get rid of him.
Don't worry, we family stick together.

O$P$

2009-03-04T07:58:00.000-08:00

Hmm lets see... I owe Zul $35, Afiq $50, My brother $10, Irfan $120
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

If onli i was selected to caddy at the Champions Showdon @ Tanah Merah
I could earn abt $100k??(maybe more)
F it man.
Pay Zul $35 tomorrow Afiq $10 tmr.
Plsssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
Im damn bored rite now.
I hate it wen im bored.

This is wat i dreamt last nite

Tiger Woods and Aidil is tied with the score 10 below par.
Tiger has finished the whole course but Aidil is left with 1 hole.
A birdie could meant that Aidil would be the winner of the tournament.

The last Hole

Par 4 index 1 370metres
170 metres to cross the water.Left side O.B

Aidil picks up his Taylormade Burner. He practise his swing only once with full of confidence.
He stood behind the ball to measure his aim.
He walks towards the ball and moved into a driving position.
He took a deep breathe and swing his club. And guess wat??
My alarm clock rang and its 12 oclock.HAHAHAHAH

I LOVE YOU

Another Random thought

2009-03-03T10:20:00.000-08:00

Why do something disgraceful in the name of love?
Why break the teachings of God for fun?
Why do i feel torn apart now?

I dont know wat to be feeling rite now

2009-03-03T07:45:00.000-08:00

People see me happy almost everydae.
I could barely be seen sad.
Some people even say they cannot imagine me being sad.
Even i cant imagine it.

Any way thanks ZiZi for the cab ride and train ride.
Bad boy good heart
Hahs

My life's turn upside down
My godbrother left due to my fucked up father
My 1st brother is behaving like a spoilt child
My 2nd brother hates this family so much he'd rather work that saty at home
My 3rd brother is fucking lazy to werk and is wastinghis time sitting at home playin PS2
I dont know why my mom keeps calling me at 11pm wen im not home.
Cant u see im fucking werking
Im 17 already... u dont do that wen im 16 or 15
U dont even give a shit to me
So far i survived bcos of my 2nd brother

I remember wen i was 12 i sat at the window wanting to jump so much.
But my pulled me beat the shit out of me.
Im thinking of doing it again but...
this time i'll beat the shit out of my bro

hahahaha

i can never win against my 2nd brother

AND U DARE CALL ME A MAT REP..
Adios

Guess wat

2009-02-23T12:22:00.001-08:00

February is the best month in my life. Lots of things happening( birthdays, party, exams). To all February babies happi birthday!!!
Especially to Basyar, Taufiq(ITE Bedok), Shahrul, Taufiq(frm riverside), Hidayah, My cuzz Putera, Rina, Syafiq, AND MUAH!!!
it 4.30 a.m. now. Gotta prepare for werk Bye!!!

Random thought...

2009-02-23T11:11:00.000-08:00

If I am gonna be reincarnated(although i dont believe in it)
I want to be a murderer....wahahahaha

I WANT SCHOOL!!!

2009-02-20T08:56:00.000-08:00

School is starting like in April, and its still February
My timetable has totally changed since the break started.
My usual school time ( 0500-1300) is spent on sleeping.
My footballing time (0300-2200) is spent on working.
And my sleeping time (0000-0500) is spent on watching shows e.g. House, Prison Break, some anime, anything.
Barely have any time for social life cos im onli free during my sleeping time
cos i donno why i cant sleep.

Anyway todae really sucked.
I went to werk and didnt get werk.
I went to werk todae with someone who owes me $15 and pretends to forget abt it.
But who cares, wen someone needs help, its better to not ask them for something in return.
And yah Zul frm my workplace planned to play paintball next month.
I didnt thought he would invite me at first but he invited me before my fren who werks thr almost everyday.
Although most "workmates" thr have a criminal background or have done something that broke the law.. (not counting underage smoking or shit stuff)
they are fun to be with. Although I do really need someone who could help me change myself. Its fun to enjoy once in a while.

-----Move to the beat, it helps me to relax...

Random thought..

2009-01-07T12:26:00.001-08:00

Tiger Woods became a pro when he was 20...
So im gonna be a pro at 25 haha

Why???

2009-01-07T12:13:00.000-08:00

Why cant i sleep?
Its four in the morning and im goin to werk at 5.30 so why cant i sleep???
Every single day i try to lie on my bed and not think of anything but something will pop out a of a sudden.
Like O lvls result coming next Mondae or wen is the next time im golfing
(Dont know why im suddenly in love with golf)
Hopefully by this year i can get my handicap or at least a PC.
So O lvls coming and how am i feeling right now...
No feelings at all hahs
I got too much to think about that i always forget the most important stuff
Anyway since school started its been sooo boring.
I go to werk with Afiq onli and mostly ALONE
No taufiq or Firdaus or Farhan or Shahrul or Faaez just me and all those regular workers
SEE?!?!?
I shld be writing about what courses im goin to take not werkk
Ahhh fuck it
Bye
Got to prepare for werk haha

Another boring day...

2008-12-14T02:12:00.000-08:00

Whenever im at home im bored.
Whenever im not at home i waste money..
So which is better?
I wish i am 18
so.... yesterday i could go Zouk Out
Thursday is a big day for me.
Playing golf and betting with my frens.
$5 each hole for ten holes
that would mean $50 dolars hehe
Got to train hard
Luckiy tomorrow im goin to the driving range
I saved $100 dolars already hehe
Next week goin Desaru to play golf hehe
If onli more people would be interested in golf
That would make it a great game

[Sedang aku menunggumu, aku ditemani bulan setiap malam,
aku tetap disini, tetapi hatiku akan melari]

Life as a caddy

2008-12-08T11:27:00.000-08:00

Its not as simple as u think to work as a caddy or golfers assistant
because:
1)Lots of things to remember(but over experience its easy)
2)Need to be fast(especially in the green)
3)We get fucked by golfers although they are the ones who suck
4)Most caddies are gangsters(seriously)
5)Need to wait for a very very long time

Well the good thing about the job is:
1) Get to play golf for free
2)Pay by day
3)Tip could be more than $100
4)Work for less than 5 hours to get min $50
5)Can make lots of frens
6)Learn to play golf

Holiday?!?!?!

2008-12-08T10:24:00.000-08:00

So exams are over, shouldn't I be happy???
Sleeping late, waking up at 5... FOR WAT?!?!?
20% of my income goes to my mom
another 20% goes to my cigarettes and the rest of the 60% goes to noting
how did my money just finished just like that????
its 3 in the morn and i still cant sleep...
I wonder why she stop replying my text???
I didnt say anything bad did I?
But its okay, time can change anything
Todae was the most boring public holiday ever
I should have gone to work
Its better than sitting at home stuffing myself with food and smoke and watch tv all day long
No one texted me todae???(thats weird)
Except Khai. But thats bcos i asked him to wake me up at 5
Cant wait for my b'dae
Im going to buy myself a Taylormade burner driver
Too bad i have to use my own money
Have u ever wondered...
Why God made us go through problems after problems???
Bye thanks for reading hahs